I think I've mentioned it before, but I've got some issues with oppositional behaviour. Stop the pretend shocked face and the hysterical hyena laughing.... Yes, I can see you from here....
But anyhoo... I'm not a joiner. And that might just be the understatement of my lifetime.
I don't get sucked into the program...
Not with religion. Not with AA. Not with business programs. Not with anything. Ever.
I can't let myself go like that. I'm not sure if it's the Committee that keeps me from doing it or if it's just my innate skepticism.
Sometimes I actually wish that I could. I mean, hey, people look like they're having so much fun. But my brain just doesn't work that way.
I question everything.
And I mean EVERYTHING.
I wonder what I miss in being so jaded. (Hey, to be fair, I'm also able to see the stupid shit that I don't do because I'm so jaded.)
It's one of those things that I'm not sure whether it's a character defect or not. I feel like it might be. But I'm not sure that I'm willing to let go of it.
I'd feel stupid drinking the Kool Aid. So far, I don't think it's hurting me much, so I think I'm keeping it.
How often do you drink the Kool Aid?
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